Lazy in holding your bottle when see your mom and sleeping pattern

Son, you are bullying your mom quite well. When your mom feeding you milk, your hands like jelly. Do not want to hold your own bottle regardless day or night. Must scold several times you before you willing to hold the bottle yourself.

With your dad or babysitter, you are more independent and less whiny.

Fake crying and call out your "mama", only stop upon seeing your mom, just laze on the bed and instantly wanting to sleep. Just close your eyes and sleep lor, dear son. Why need to fake cry in the middle of the night.

Sleep routine, your mom must be next to you, but you are the rough sleeper. Tossing here and there...and throwing your weight onto your mom like doing some touchdown wrestling. It is painful, my son, my body and face are not your pillows.

15 months (at night

Last night was brutal as you did not want to sleep back after drink your milk at 5am. You literally slap my face to wake me up repeatly to make sure I see your stunts and jumping on the bed beside me. Then before that,

When I finally woke up, realise you rearrange furnitures in the room too.

I dont know where you got the energy when I myself feel so stone in the morning.


Hope you are growing well as your momma is aging drastically with your unlimited battery inside you daily.

First Time Somersault @ 10 June 2017 (14 Months +++)

When back hometown and Owen can really play well with his older cousin brothers. Quick in copying all his couins stunts.

One of them was somersault and laugh funnily while his mom having mild heart attack seeing it.
Scary my dear son, you getting more like a boy than a toddler now

Throw ball quite well by just looking at your cousins throwing at each other and you joined into the action while your mom worried you hit by the balls as your cousins are still young and may not know their strength, but your mom is happy that you really having a great time with your cousins.

Screaming constantly in high pitch and everyone eardrum trembling.

Milk Supply @ 14 month

Dear Son,

After for 14 month of consuming breastmilk, and also formula during your growth.
Seem mom purely rely on formula milk for you now. Sad but happy at the same time.

Some thought it is easy to breastfeed and just pump breast milk, actually it is stress and time consuming and a lot of patient. A lot more washing to be done compare to giving formula milk.

Son, hope you will eat more nutrition food and formula milk as you are still growing. Please dont make me stress as you play with your food more than you are eating them, except there are crap/junk food you gobble them happily.

Shake head 'NO" and "Yes"

Owen can shake his body up and down gleefuly (meaning YES) when ask him whether he wants his PUFF or pacifier.

Since last week, he able to nod his head as yes after repeat several times whether he wants his pacifier


Only lately, he started to shake his head as NO when we tried to feed something he dislike.

Cry during sleep (14 Months)

Last night was scary as he was crying badly non stop suddenly around 11pm. He just cry with tears and snots on his face. Unable to calm him down. Went out of the room to fix another milk for him, and leaving him with his dad. He cried even worse.

Actually he is tired and angry as he unable to find the pacifier earlier. He just had a meltdown for the first time where we unable to console him immediately but just let him cry while soothe him hoping it is calm himself eventually.

After got his milk, he calm down, drank the milk and went back to slept instantly. But the whole night, his eyes keep open to ensure I'm there for an hour and he was making whimpering sound so pitiful.

By 4am, he was tossing around and decided to sleep with him. He was grumpy and sleepy, but he just want to touch me with his hand for ecurity while he continue to sleep.